Still MIA

Well my sweet man. I am still having a difficult time getting myself to this place. Look it has now been more than a year since my last post. What in the world are we going to do. Between just dealing with day-to-day life with you and keeping up with school/work, it is absolutely hectic at all times. Sometimes I am not sure if I am coming or going.

If you can believe it, I know I have a hard time with it, you are already 5 years old and growing like a weed. You are advancing in so many ways, but still remain behind in so many others. It is frustrating. I want the best for you, and it just doesn't seem like I can find that happy middle ground. Maybe someday. Obviously not today, but someday.

Keeping this short. I will definately try to make it back here again very soon.